Societal evils

You think that whistle would woo a girl
Standing in an alley
Alone in dark or under the empty skies?

Or in open day light ? In front of her work space?

You think that you would be too manly?
If you would harass her ?
You think you have rights to touch her?
Just because you are a man?

You could ask her name in drunken voice

Just because she works outside day and night?

Or if she is up late at night?

This gives you every right?
In this male dominant society
You are the king like the lion ?
So now could touch her in all the wrong places?

Destroying her dignity, her aspect of freedom she should enjoy

That doesn’t gives any pleasure to her

And you on heavy doses of weed and greed
Could rape her soul and burn the body

If she lives , she tries to hide
If she lives then also she dies
Of the torture the society gives
From the eyes they see her

If she dies, we die somewhere
Of the morality we claim,we loose somewhere

Parents give advices
Come early , and what not’S to do list
Why ?

Just because they or their mentality can’t change?

So follow them and keep your mouth shut
Because these men cannot satisfy their sexual needs on their own
They need to enforce it on other

So you keep quiet, girl!
Carry a paper spray
Cover your mouth
Come early
Wear cloth at every inch of your skin

If you get raped even then ..

May be the parents will understand
Rather than restricting the way girl carries herself

If people’s mentality changes ,then it’ll be a better place to live

Not, disregarding

our fathers,brothers ,boyfriends,husbands,uncles etc who we trust

But this nation has to understand
Don’t stop person
Stop that evil mentality
That leads to harrassments

20 ‘tables turned’

Life’s like lightening bolt

Every thing’s calm then suddenly warm

I was younger and careless

Waited for my pals to play

Now I go away from them

Coz they don’t and I won’t take a shit from them

When did the 20 tables turned?

I was just waiting for something vague

But precise are a few , who’ll be your side

And in the storm you know they’ll be at your side

It’s okay to feel alone sometimes

To miss people who were there

But it’s ok you’ll be strong

Stronger than ever you were

Cause you have been fighting your inner self for long

From the moment you started the race of growing up

You’ve fallen then stood up like a flower

Soft and gentle but can break the thread

You have learned lessons and more on the way

Till its time to turn the 20 tables back .

Empty river

There’s an empty river

At the east of the a village

People come and find

The calm in the silence

Of the river that once flowed

With all the gushing sounds it produced

The nature around nourished

Birds and animals found a source

And human find a destruction

A beautiful blue color it was

Turned in black and brown of the soil

An empty river of our faith

Of human kind

Beautifully silent


Magically depleting.


Few years have passed by

I have changed the way I was before

I was more stupid and extrovert

I relied on everyone and believing they said truth

I had let my guards down for everyone who came thru

They knew me as as if I was an open book

Come and go whenever they want

And leave me when I’m alone

I felt this urge to separate myself

From the very beginning of the phase

And now that I’m all along with the one

I want

And open up to

I’m content to the level

My brim is full

Need no one to hear my thoughts

No feelings of despair and lone

Need no one to laugh on my silly jokes

Nor to share my food day-night along

When he is

I need no other than just us

And I realised how beautiful it was

To be just a little for show

Not every one knows what worth you owe

No one needs your life, your thoughts

Your illogical philosophy or snore

Its just the people who really care

So I just let my mouth shut, doors closed

To every one I meet from now on

When my beautiful life is in my mind

I need no one just us to assure

I need no one just us to be sure

I may not be the best, but not be the worst I know

I’ll try my best to be what you want

I know the failed attempts

Of filling someone’s expectation

I have failed my own

But who is perfect?

I have flaws of my own

I’ll walk this road with you

Will you count me in?

May be I’ll change a little more

May be you’ll change a little more

But we’ll figure out the rest in the time being?

Because I really don’t need the bullshit of crowd out there

Who are just temporary people and fake to adhere

I need the real people to stay

And he is one of the gem I got lucky to get

Of the priceless pearl from the deepest trench

Suffered high tides and low

Gone through the storm and withered blow

But still strong as the man I know till date

Patience, persistent and determined

A soul – stirred inside

He is my man

I need no one, just us to get.

Yes, I have changed

Khwab aise bhi

Khwabo ka ye parinda

Udte Udte kahi dur nikl jata h

Zindagi toh nhi dekhi isne puri

Lekin Khwabo ka parinda asman chumta h

Tumhare mere sapne dekhta h

Pyar bhare apne, dekhta h

Kbhi sunheri chidiya jaise udna chahta h

Dur gagan me, sabse alag

Na kisi ki dhun

Na kisi ki sudh

Bas apna manmauji rah dikhaye

Toh kbi yhi iss dooniya me

Tumhare khwab sajae

kbhi tumhari sabhi mushkilo ki

Marham bnna chahe

Khwab aise bhi h

Ki jite jite zindagi

Yuhi na guzar jae

Kuch apne liye,

Toh kuch auro k liye krke jae

Kuch maa baap k liye,

Toh kuch iss dharti k liye kr jae

Khwab aise bhi h

Ki bada sa bangla ho

Aish-o-aram ho

Par duniya ka shor-gul na ho

Patto ki lehlaha-at

Aur chidiyo ki chehchahat ho

Ek chota bagicha ho

Aur kai saare phool ho

Khwab aise bhi h

Ki chahe duniya kuch bhi kr jae

Iss bheed bhari zindagi me

Tera haath

Mere ghar ki maujudgi bayan kre.

Apne ghr ko bayan kre

Sare dar aur kathinai aan de

Pakd majboot rakh galib

Jado se juda ye saath

Tere haath me

Mera haath.

Ye ankh jb dhundlae

Jb ye kan na sunn pae

Toh vo tera sparsh hi bn jae.

Koi aur arzoo nhi

Koi aur khawb nhi

Khwab aise bhi h

Khwab aise bhi h


Songs and memories

I was walking on my own
Listening to songs on the play list
I once arranged
A song came up and flooded my mind
With memories of you by my side
In the crowd of people we were holding hands
We didn’t care around much
It was so lucky day
My newest favourite song was being played
By the band on the stage
I was screaming and singing
Swinging your hand fast and straight
Your roomie back then
Took our video
It is such a sweet memory
To behold
Right now I’m on my own
Waiting for you
( खड़ा हूँ आज भी वहीं )
To come along
And relive the moment
(के तेरा इंतज़ार है
कैसी है ये बेबसी
ये कैसी दिल की प्यास है
छू लो जो मुझे तुम कभी
खो ना जाऊं मैं रात दिन
नज़रों में तुम हो बसे
कह दो जो तुम एक बार
मेरे हो बस तुम मेरे
नज़रों में तुम हो बसे)


Sometimes I feel I’m drowning

In the pool of emotions I created

In some things you believe

In some things I assumed

I try to reach that shore

But again

The flood hits me

I’m not alone

I have to fight I know

May be I’ll save the one

I must loose myself

To gain the eternal peace

In the vast horizon

Of this wrath sheets

Of ocean engulfing me

Now the sounds I hear

Become impervious to me

The meanings I once relied on

These all are faded lies to keep

The one trying

Because only the one tries again and again

The one who looses everytime

And I’m tired of the games

I want to drown heavy

Not wanting to come up

Till I reach the bottom of nothingness

And make myself concrete

What if?

What if your whole world

That you see from your eyes

Is just a shadow of your thoughts

May be it’s evil in disguise

Or may be its a blinded sight

What if you work too hard for something

And see yourself getting degrade

Not what you deserve is served on your plate

Would you let go?

Or would give it a second chance

What if the life gives you

All riches you want

But for quotes sake

If you desire you have to loose too

What for the riches you’ll give?

What if the world gives you

All the heart of gold

But lends no more

Better is to forget

The ‘what if’ quote

It causes more distress to core

Dive more in ‘what next’

So the journey you’ll go ahead

Becomes the one you want

Of your own




I feel so lost

I never asked for

But I got

I try to do my best

But I get lost

In this process

Of executing dreams

That were not from me

But this loop continues

There is no other exit to see

Trying the best I could

May be I could help

People I love

In the process of making

A smarter world

Because there are dry spells

So are the sweet rains

There are the beautiful moments

So are the graving pain

Cannot exit force-fully

Will only break me

So, I turn in the loop

Increasing my variable

‘Dream’ of the other person

In my execution list

Till it makes me satisfied.

I’d rather

Remember when we were young and fun

We would pull off any old joke

Now the time is different baby

I know, and I’m there with you

I know you don’t comprehend

What I say sounds just like shit

But, I have got a different version

Of which you’d have never thought

You think I just messaged you

Of your not sleeping a night

Of waiting every day, every minute I keep alive

Just to take a word of you,

How you doing it? How is all

Every minute I long to call

But I know you have

100 people along your side

You don’t have a room for your self

So I couldn’t call you to hear

To say I care

To hear your voice

I know you have more things to handle

I’m just an another person

I envy your friends there

Who can come in person by your side

But I miss you every single time

My tears on pillow don’t lie

Every night I think of you.

Thinking of all the bad things have

Happened in our lives

Hoping all the happiness next comes for you

Even if it means to skip me

You think I’m lucky person

And I have got a lot

But I don’t think I deserve that much

I’d rather love to be there with you

I’d rather eat that tasteless food

Than to just fill my stomach when I know

You are not in the best mood

I’d rather sleep a sleepless night

Than to cry here in the soft bed

I’d rather have my luck

And be with you

I’d rather wait for you

Than to sleep which I can’t

Knowing you are okay.

I know you are exhausted

Emotionally, physically

I don’t tell you

But you guess I’m happy here?

Only I tell you, I’m not blaming

Why didn’t or why not’ss

I know, its not a normal time

For those careless fights

Its just because I care ok

Even if you say me not to wait

I’d rather do the opposite

Because it’s my way to show

I’m there.

I never pointed your wrongs


I was just saying my side

In a short words

That meant all this means

May be you took it wrong

Like blaming

You should know

I’d rather blame myself

Not you.